The most important relationship you always have with yourself

For 27 years Ive been trying to believe and confide in
Different people Ive found.
Some of them got closer than others
And someone wouldnt even bother and then you came around
I didnt really know what to call you, you didnt know me at all
But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins
And I saw you
But thats not an invitation
Thats all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
Ive seen you, I know you
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me and Im still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
Ill never really learn how to love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.

Where I see you
And thats not an invitation
Thats all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
Ive seen you, I know you
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
Its not a threat
If you want communication
Thats what you get
Im talking and talking
But I dont know
How to connect
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation
I need you, you want me
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect
I disconnect.

Kände för ett blogginlägg nu sådär bara så slänger in ett nu :) Väldigt längesen jag bloggade nu. Idag är det alla hjärtans dag ju, mysigt:) Men vad går dagen ut på egentligen, att man idag ska visa extra mycket kärlek? Det borde alla göra varje dag ändå ju :) Hur som helst är det i alla fall en mysig och gullig dag!
Igår var det party, det blev inte som vi hade tänkt oss men helt okej i alla fall.